Friday, October 31, 2008

What the fucking fuck?!

Its Friday. Its 10:34am. I've got yet ANOTHER migraine.

And I'm thisclose to completely losing my shit at work.

I'm angry, I'm frustrated, I'm hurting, I'm tired, I'm depressed, I just want to go home and be alone.

I don't get it! I don't get what I'm doing so wrong this week. I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing of course, and yes I'm making little mistakes here and there but shit! Were they enough to warrant a migraine pretty much every other day? Should I have even gone to the gym yesterday? I don't even know anymore. I thought it was a good idea since I figured yesterday's migraine was due to not doing any cardio yet this week, so as soon as the pain was gone I booked over there and did a super quick workout.

I feel like a failure.

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